It happened again. I came, I rebelled, K and I fought, we had a coming to Jesus and I’m sitting here with a butt plug in, back on orgasm denial and looking for a beautiful hot thing to fluff for them.
We are getting back into the routine of me being plugged and obeying. K plans on buying me a legit chastity belt. I hate the idea currently, because while I’m horny – I am still logical. I know that when I get desperate to cum I’ll agree to depraved things.
K also told me he wants me to start writing in here again.
Now that you’re all caught up I’ll tell you about the hottest dream I had last night…omfg…
So, I dreamt that K put me in my cage in our basement. He put a bowl down there and pissed in it and told me that was what I’d be drinking for the evening and he’d refill it anytime he needed to relieve himself. He suggested it be empty when he comes back down because if there is no room in the bowl for him to piss he’d be pissing on me and leaving me there to soak in it. He took the plug from my ass and replaced it with a dildo and then bound my hands behind my back so that I couldnt touch my clit, but due to size of the cage I couldn’t get the dildo out of my ass. Additionally, anytime I went to drink from the bowl the dildo would essentially fuck my ass due to my motion.
He went back upstairs and I could hear him laughing and then hear a woman’s voice laughing. And then I heard moaning and fucking. I quickly found myself drinking his piss just so I could fuck my ass to the sound of them fucking. A while later, with an empty bowl – he came back downstairs and shoved his cock in the cage and made me clean him off. He pissed in the bowl and suggested I drink quickly because there was about to be more. And there was. A woman came down the stairs to the basement and sat ontop of my cage and made me eat her pussy and ass until she was thoroughlly cleaned. She then gave me 10 seconds to lap as much of K’s piss out of the bowl as I could before she would piss in my bowl.
They agreed to let me out, but only if I went back into my chastity belt without orgasm. I begged and pleaded with them to let me cum and they said no. They told me if I argued that they’d leave my ass full on the dildo all night so I could “sleep on my options.” The reminded me how much I’d had to drink and that there would be no bathroom break either.
I finally agreed. They let me out and put me in a chastity belt. She left and K took me upstairs. He bathed me in the shower while I cried and begged him to let me out. He whispered he was doing it because he loved me and knew what I needed. We got out ofo the shower and climbed into bed where he let me suck his cock and worship his asshole with my tongue until we both fell asleep.
I woke up SOAKED. DRENCHED. You would have thought I squirted in my dream. Holy mother of god. This morning I realized that K is right, I need the belt because I have never been so close to rubbing one out. Maybe I’ll get the first part of my “dream” before we find a girl.
Sometimes my own level of love for humiliation frightens me.